Wandering scribbler..

I am haven't been able to sleep a wink.. I've tried sheep counting but i suck at it and ultimately i am surrounded by uncountable number of sheep..!! Now that was a joke but i could sleep till noon earlier and now its weird how i'm not getting any sleep.. Anyway i shouldn't be discussing my sleep issues on my blog(though i would love to!!!) ..!  This is one conversation that we keep having with Meow!So on this sleep deprived night while thinking about old times this conversation kept hitting my mind..! So i think i should write about it right away! Meow-I hate Ronnie!You know what he did to me he said ............... Riko& Meg(almost in chorus!)-Ufffff! Me-Why do even talk to him..Just ignore..He's so not worth it... Meow-I am trying to..But... Riko-What about Adi? Meow-Well he's still there and i think he actually loves me.. Me-But do you ...? Megz-How do you know? I mean its like totally long distance..How many times do you meet him in a ye...

I think this long succession of sleepless nights and all this emotional chow chow from everywhere is getting on to me.. Anyway My dad asked me one day to prepare a list of what i wanted to do if I don't get through these MBBS entrance exams.. I thought hard and then finally made a short list on all the things that came to my mind and the first choice of a career which came to my mind was 'Mountaineering'!! My dad hasn't seen that list as yet and I don't know how he would react when he sees it..! Maybe he would think I have lost my mind..! But seriously I've always daydreamed about climbing the Himalayas one day when things are much more settled in life(I don't think things will ever be settled in my life so it's better not to wait!) ..!! Himalayas is one place where I've always dreamt of going..  I remember watching devotional serials (with a lot of interest..!!) like Ramayana, Mahabharata and shiv Parvati as a child every Sunday with my g...

I am trying not to sound worried or sad about my present situation..But the truth is I am doing both.. Anyway I have been spending quite a lot of time with myself lately which I dint get to do earlier because of my series of exams and their horrifying results...But I've understood quite a lot about myself in the process... I have often had friends(the committed ones..!) try to convince me about how superior love actually is and how beautiful life becomes when you are committed but none have been able to convince me about the beauty of committed life..And trust me i actually thank god each time i see them fight that atleast i don't have 'that' kind of a menace in life..! A few months back it seemed as if it was the "breakup" season for some of my friends(who were keen on convincing me to get committed and proving the invincibility of their one of a kind true love with their bf!!) as they got cheated in their invincible relationships... Now they've lear...

Just felt like sharing one of my favorite poems with you...:) Do not stand at my grave and weep I am not there. I do not sleep. I am a thousand winds that blow. I am the diamond glints on snow.   I am the sunlight on ripened grain. I am the gentle autumn rain. When you awaken in the morning's hush  I am the swift uplifting rush   Of quiet birds in circled flight. I am the soft stars that shine at night. Do not stand at my grave and cry;  I am not there. I did not die.  Mary Elizabeth Frye Happy 2nd Birthday to my blog..:)

10 Lessons from Einstein 1. Follow Your Curiosity  “I have no special talent. I am only passionately curious.” 2. Perseverance is Priceless “It’s not that I’m so smart; it’s just that I stay with problems longer.” 3. Focus on the Present “Any man who can drive safely while kissing a pretty girl is simply not giving the kiss the attention it deserves.” 4. The Imagination is Powerful “Imagination is everything. It is the preview of life’s coming attractions. Imagination is more important than knowledge.” 5. Make Mistakes “A person who never made a mistake never tried anything new.” 6. Live in the Moment “I never think of the future – it comes soon enough.” 7. Create Value “Strive not to be a success, but rather to be of value.” 8. Don’t be repetitive “Insanity: doing the same thing over and over again and expecting different results.”  9. Knowledge Comes From Experience “Information is not knowledge. The only source of knowledge is experience.” 10. L...

I got up in the morning,yes yet again I slept off on my birthday with my phone silent(I think old habits die hard..!)...And I had to answer so many threat messages in the morning from my friends,and to top that up my phone line got jammed at night which is why some friends found my phone busy,I was totally busted...!! Anyway what is actually new and special about my18th birthday (except the fact that I'm no longer 17..!!!) is that I got up at 6.30am today(for a late riser like me,that's like totally an achievement..!!).. Today after waking up and as usual looking at the time in my phone I nearly screamed at the number of missed calls and messages then I called mom just to tell her about 'me' waking up at 6.30 and to ask her whether everything back there is fine (obviously with 57 missed calls and god knows how many messages what else do people do..!!) and before I could say anything mum wished me happy birthday and I just sleepily said "eh birthday ohh birthday ...