Wandering scribbler..

Today is like one of those days when i want to be left alone..So i decided to get back at my blog..I just had a fight sometime back with a friend Pritz who was perhaps one of my oldest acquaintances in school..We always had differences of opinions which is quite common as you can't expect people to be alike but we've never stopped talking for so long...Sometimes i wonder was just a small fight enough to break our friendship?Was our friendship that shallow?? I guess times change and so do people.. Sometimes in Life you really want to be left alone and thats when people don't give you that space but when you really want someone's support you don't find them.. Why is it that people who started on a "no sorry", no thank you" note and reached the forever stage end everything on a bitter note? Why is it that a person who you thought understands you on bigger issues,misunderstands you on a small matter and the friendship ends..But People forget that life is

Albert Einstein most profoundly said "How strange is the lot of us mortals! Each of us is here for a brief sojourn; for what purpose we know not, though sometimes sense it. But we know from daily life that we exist for other people, first of all for whose smiles and well- being our own happiness depends." .. This quote quote has always made me reflective on my life and the people for whom I exist.... Life does seems worth living when I see a smile on the face of my mother ...Sometimes when we are distressed and in a pensive mood a reassuring smile does make us feel light..And sometimes there are people in your life who are really affected by your grief and they help you overcome it or stand by you during that difficult time..They maybe your parents,or your grand parents,your friends,maybe your sibling,or the person you love..Those people are really special,not because they love you but because you are a significant part of there lives..They are not only there in times of

" Love" it's one of those rare topics which makes a person like me at a loss of words.Reading has always been my stress buster but romantic books always make an exception.. I don't know why but I don't understand the concept of love at first sight and even breakup.. I don't understand the instant relationships which people of our generation get into and the instant breakups which follow.. I am not totally skeptical about love,I do believe in love but the kind of love my parents have for each other... I don't know much about love but sometimes maybe it would be nice to have someone who would want to listen to me, someone for whom my opinion would really matter or who would look into my eyes and tell me 'I do care.'.. And the slow walker that I am,someone with whom I would not have to catch up..Someone who's not tired of listening ,who believes in me,my principles,my dreams. To be precise,someone whom I truly respect and who gives me the