Wandering scribbler..

He was lost in a depressing thought that day when the clouds of thunder made an effect of dark and light around him...  As he stood there on that stormy night alone,watching those empty roads which couldn't lead him home today and the destructive silence which was soon broken by the roar of thunder...  He looked back as if in deep anticipation and longing of someone...As if he was still waiting for her to come looking for him and hold him again which would make everything seem lighter... The pain of his feelings was ripping him apart from inside how could he do that to her... It was all over now he was sure she dint love him and would never see his face again... It had happened just as she jokingly told him one day that his anger will ultimately ruin it all.... He kicked the ground hard,"its all over now everything is finished.." A wild stormy wind ruffled the leaves when he silently lit a cigarette.. This silence was deafening him... He couldn't hear the tu...

I hate people who get too preachy on your life,judge or criticize you specially when they have no idea what you are going through.. I have this cousin who loves wearing skirts but recently because of some preachy people and a series of incidents she has vowed never to wear them.. I went out for lunch with my friend Oindy today and while we were discussing about things she told me about how someone passed a nasty comment to her friend from college in the canteen and no one supported the girl because she was wearing a denim short skirt and tee..!!! It was so pathetic and spineless of those people not to have given that guy a slap... I remember going out with my sister's friends one day and some guy passed a nasty comment on one of our friends and all the guys in that group went and slapped that guy.. But I dint like it,i wondered about what would have happened if she would have been alone...? Usually women silently ignore these nasty comments,whistles or even vulgar songs ai...

I am haven't been able to sleep a wink.. I've tried sheep counting but i suck at it and ultimately i am surrounded by uncountable number of sheep..!! Now that was a joke but i could sleep till noon earlier and now its weird how i'm not getting any sleep.. Anyway i shouldn't be discussing my sleep issues on my blog(though i would love to!!!) ..!  This is one conversation that we keep having with Meow!So on this sleep deprived night while thinking about old times this conversation kept hitting my mind..! So i think i should write about it right away! Meow-I hate Ronnie!You know what he did to me he said ............... Riko& Meg(almost in chorus!)-Ufffff! Me-Why do even talk to him..Just ignore..He's so not worth it... Meow-I am trying to..But... Riko-What about Adi? Meow-Well he's still there and i think he actually loves me.. Me-But do you ...? Megz-How do you know? I mean its like totally long distance..How many times do you meet him in a ye...

I think this long succession of sleepless nights and all this emotional chow chow from everywhere is getting on to me.. Anyway My dad asked me one day to prepare a list of what i wanted to do if I don't get through these MBBS entrance exams.. I thought hard and then finally made a short list on all the things that came to my mind and the first choice of a career which came to my mind was 'Mountaineering'!! My dad hasn't seen that list as yet and I don't know how he would react when he sees it..! Maybe he would think I have lost my mind..! But seriously I've always daydreamed about climbing the Himalayas one day when things are much more settled in life(I don't think things will ever be settled in my life so it's better not to wait!) ..!! Himalayas is one place where I've always dreamt of going..  I remember watching devotional serials (with a lot of interest..!!) like Ramayana, Mahabharata and shiv Parvati as a child every Sunday with my g...

I am trying not to sound worried or sad about my present situation..But the truth is I am doing both.. Anyway I have been spending quite a lot of time with myself lately which I dint get to do earlier because of my series of exams and their horrifying results...But I've understood quite a lot about myself in the process... I have often had friends(the committed ones..!) try to convince me about how superior love actually is and how beautiful life becomes when you are committed but none have been able to convince me about the beauty of committed life..And trust me i actually thank god each time i see them fight that atleast i don't have 'that' kind of a menace in life..! A few months back it seemed as if it was the "breakup" season for some of my friends(who were keen on convincing me to get committed and proving the invincibility of their one of a kind true love with their bf!!) as they got cheated in their invincible relationships... Now they've lear...