Wandering scribbler..

I dint get time to check my mails because of my exams but i checked my mails just the day before and found a mail from one of my readers to publish my reply to the wonderful mail I received(26th February)..So this one is for her..The paragraphs written in inverted commas are the words of Sinjini ma'am and the rest is my reply in reference to it. Thanks Sinjini Miss for reading my blog it will be very nice if you comment in my blog also,your advice really matters...And I'm really thankful to you for your wonderful description of Love.... i totally agree with you that love means a multitudes of words but only one meaning but sometimes that one meaning becomes baseless and shallow when someone whom you really love breaks you completely...I don't know why but i still can't believe in love at 1st sight or at 2nd sight not in my case atleast..I believe love is not an instant thing it takes time,understanding,and more importantly trust..In 1st sight anyone cannot possibly ...

Yay!!! I'm in class 12 now!! I had my results today and it was quite okay,(not as disastrous as I had expected!)..Sometimes people tell me as to why I am never satisfied with my performance and all I manage to say is,if I am never completely satisfied with my performance because I feel there is always a scope of improvement..people call that as pessimism,maybe this is a kind of pessimism but I don't think this pessimism is a flaw and to have expectations from yourself is really necessary..I have always heard my seniors talk about how hard class 12 is and juggling school, tuitions,mock test,and quite a bit of self study is really tough but I think it's going to be fun as there will always be that sense of tension and nervousness and a feeling of being on the edge which I actually love a lot!! This part of my life,this part now is called the gearing up phase..! I gotto go for now..I will be back soon with my new adventures in class 12!!!Till then enjoy this quote "Whenev...

Sometimes some people come into your life as strangers and become something very important in your life sooner than you expect and touch your life in their own way..Such relations have no name but they can be defined by one perfect word "friendship"... I recently came across one such person in life, meera dida or rather misti dida...She was in the ward next to dadi in the hospital .. The first day I saw her she was staring at the door of the ward as if she was expecting someone..The pain and emptiness in her eyes was so unfathomable that i couldn't help but wonder what she was waiting for..And somehow everyday i would stand near her ward and try to understand the immense pain in those eyes and i realized that not one day had i seen someone who came to visit her in the hospital.. i dont know how we became such good friends in such a short time..I call her meera dida, dida means grandma in bengali.. One day she told me about how she loved talking and listening to songs...

My life is in utter chaos and confusion right now..My final exams got over just a few days back but all I can think of now is about how pathetic my results will be..I really screwed up my exams..I have always been among the people who study a day before the exams and this time my grandma got admitted to the hospital just during my exams so I could hardly concentrate..But anyway thank god she's fine now...I don't like giving excuses and i know its only my fault that my exam wasn't good..Unlike other people I don't hate exams infact I like exams..I have always experienced this weird sense of contentment while an examination.I love that tension,that thrill,I know many of you out there would think that I am out of my wits but it's absolutely true!Though I don't like the result part after the exam but I quite enjoy giving exams irrespective of how my preparation is..!! Anyway the main reason for all this confusion is that all my disgusting tutions have started! Just...