Wandering scribbler..

Today Riko my best friend,my soul sister has turned 18...!!!! So this post is dedicated to Fiki aka Riko aka Meri Machli(ami aar amar mach ki heroine!)!! I don't know why i just cannot think of anything to write to her which i haven't written in the last 10 years that i know her..All i can say is Happy Birthday Fiki I hope you achieve all you wish for in life because you truly deserve it...Your a wonderful person Fiki I don't know what I'd do without you... I know i am a really messy and obstinate person Fiki but thank you for bearing with me, for understanding me and for sticking by me through all these years... Thank you for being there for me on that day and many such days..And picking up my call every time I called you just to discuss about the various trials in my life and sometimes to just sound sad/worried about all the pathetic things that happened... And a big Thank you for defending me and being the constant support that you are Riko.. And if at all i make som...

I cant believe i am posting this...This isn't even a proper post actually its just that i am feeling really depressed today so wrote whatever came to my mind..Please pardon my bad sense of grammar in Bengali,this is my first attempt at it.. Fire esho na abar tumi shokal er alo jeram fire ashe rater ondhokarer pore.. Ekbaar fire esho tumi abar laagbe du cup cha abar shei table abar cholbe table er kone rakha bondo radio.. Fire esho na tumi roj jeram firte shonibaar shokale ghure eshe.. Fire ashug shei shondhe belaar golpo,shei choto choto kothai jhogra,shei baar baar cha khawa aar golpo politics.. Fire ashug shei brishti'r din gulo aar aam er jonno tomar oi fascination,amar rojkaar notun dushtumi aar khabar niye jhamela,shei bagaaner picnic,aar roj shokaler tomar handshake.... Kintu firche na toh kichui kete gelo du bochor... Tahole ki shob shesh..? Shesh ki shei shondhe belaar golpo aar haath dhore eksathe cake kata aar golpo'r boi niye chorcha,shesh toh shei library'r ...

Happiee Happiee New Year!!! Yes know I'm a little late in saying this but nevertheless....! 2011 has been a really important year for me..Painfully important though but important,in it's own way...It was the year when sometimes time went by too fast and sometimes it stood still as if each moment increased the inner turmoil bit by bit...Just then I realized that this is my life and if this is where I am, I need to do something to make it right..And i can't just waste my time trying to control my life.. This year has brought some massive changes in my life I feel like I've grown up in this one year.. It has also been the year when I dreamt of accomplishing so much but now I feel like I have just wasted time..And i realized that good things don't happen because you wish them to happen you need to put the most into it and strive for that excellence.. I've had the maximum fights with friends in the past year some of them even walked out of my life...That's when ...

One day, he’s going to text you. That day, you’re going to realize he means nothing to you. He’s just another guy. Just another guy, you wasted your time on, tried to look good for, and tried to impress. He’s just another bad memory. You’re going to remember how much you like him, and miss him, but at the same time how much you hate him. Instead of getting all excited over this one message, that can mean the world to you, but nothing to him, just click erase and move on with your life. He’s not worth it... ~ Anonymous

I will always remember the day I walked into this blue colored building wide eyed with a feeling of excitement and fear as to how high school would be and I will also remember this day as I walk out of this building today finally as a senior... This place may not have caused any drastic change in me but it has definitely added a lot of confidence in that walk..   It's hard to imagine days when I don't need to walk in through those gates or stand outside because I got late(I mostly did)...I remember standing outside these gates and grumbling about how unfair the school authorities are whenever I got late and I wasn't allowed to enter school...I remember making paper boats with Riko and throwing it in the puddles formed in the school lawn some sailed through and some sinked half way.. I have spend my  best and truly the craziest moments of my life here and it is here that I met my friends / my partners in crime and my attorney's whenever I got caught.. It is here that we ...

My exams just got over (thankgod!).. It's been a while since i have sat down to write a post..And strangely how much ever I tried I just couldn't get around with it...Maybe because these days I couldnot think about anything except my exams (because if I bomb this one I'll be dead).. Why is it that It seems easier for the grey cells to get lost in a silly tv show or movie rather than to concentrate in some intelligent thought?!! Anyway I went on a short vacation last month to the north of India,Delhi and Agra to be precise...I have visited Delhi many times but still I feel like visiting it again and again specially now because of the famous Delhi ki sardi..! I thought of making this a long post but i am feeling so blank now..! Maybe it's because of the viral fever I'm having Last monday i had that famous biology tuition (yes the same one with the danger staircase!) there the teacher keeps the air conditioner on irrespective of the temperature outside..! I don...