Wandering scribbler..

“There comes a time when you have to stand up and shout: This is me damn it! I look the way I look, think the way I think, feel the way I feel, love the way I love! I am a whole complex package. Take me... or leave me. Accept me - or walk away! Do not try to make me feel like less of a person, just because I don't fit your idea of who I should be and don't try to change me to fit your mold. If I need to change, I alone will make that decision. When you are strong enough to love yourself 100%, good and bad - you will be amazed at the opportunities that life presents you.” - Stacey Charter My quote of the day...!!

I am feeling so terrible today that i just couldn't help but come back to self confession again..My exams are on the 31st and I am so not prepared..I just realized that i'm wasting every second of the precious days left for my exams but I just can't help it...I don't know where i'm going to in life,I don't know whether I'll reach till the end..I just don't know.. :( Maybe this is god's way of waking me up and saying "now deal with this!!" I always had this ambition of becoming a Doctor but now i am loosing sight of my ambition day by day..I don't know when exactly I knew I wanted to be a doctor but I always had this passion for studying medicine...I have been told I'm not good enough and that I should choose an alternative career option but I can never imagine myself pursuing anything else.. I have been told that it will be very tough for me and I know that life is not idealistic but Life seems so queer with all these twists and tur...

I came down with a cold today,and it feels horrible!!This is the only thing I hate about winter.Otherwise everything seems just perfect about winter..This year we're having this rare winter rain which it makes the city all the more beautiful and picturesque... I love rain,specially to look up when it rains and feel the drops on my face.....But most of the people I know hate winter rain as they find it irritating.. Winter brings back so many childhood memories.....I remember the cold winter mornings when i used to go for morning walks regularly with my dad and have a hot cup of tea in a road side tea stall while returning...On those winter mornings when I used to see my breath when I exhale and dance around with joy for it...Wear my grandpa's monkey cap and have picnics in my garden...Winter means sweaters,socks,jackets and boots and so much more..This year winter has made me all the more lazier,it seems as if I'm going through hibernation!!! This is the season when a late r...

Today our seniors of class 12 had their farewell and I realized that mine is on it's way too..As usual I had a blast with my friends..But in all this fun someone was missing..Someone who thought she'd rather be somewhere else than with us..But it's fine as if she is happy that's all that matters for us and I don't want to judge her in anyway. I remember when we had our farewell in class X people in our class were crying their eyes out while we were all celebrating..!! Riko, Gary ,meow and me we are really fond of tea so on the last day of class X we broke some school rules and had a small tea party in school.Riko brought a flask full of tea which we poured into glasses and after toasting to our friendship we gulped the hot tea burning our throats!!That day, 9th November 2009 we all realized that things are soon going to change,after that day we would have our 3 months study leave for boards.That day was one crazy day filled with group hugs and taking photographs of ...

Today is like one of those days when i want to be left alone..So i decided to get back at my blog..I just had a fight sometime back with a friend Pritz who was perhaps one of my oldest acquaintances in school..We always had differences of opinions which is quite common as you can't expect people to be alike but we've never stopped talking for so long...Sometimes i wonder was just a small fight enough to break our friendship?Was our friendship that shallow?? I guess times change and so do people.. Sometimes in Life you really want to be left alone and thats when people don't give you that space but when you really want someone's support you don't find them.. Why is it that people who started on a "no sorry", no thank you" note and reached the forever stage end everything on a bitter note? Why is it that a person who you thought understands you on bigger issues,misunderstands you on a small matter and the friendship ends..But People forget that life is ...

Albert Einstein most profoundly said "How strange is the lot of us mortals! Each of us is here for a brief sojourn; for what purpose we know not, though sometimes sense it. But we know from daily life that we exist for other people, first of all for whose smiles and well- being our own happiness depends." .. This quote quote has always made me reflective on my life and the people for whom I exist.... Life does seems worth living when I see a smile on the face of my mother ...Sometimes when we are distressed and in a pensive mood a reassuring smile does make us feel light..And sometimes there are people in your life who are really affected by your grief and they help you overcome it or stand by you during that difficult time..They maybe your parents,or your grand parents,your friends,maybe your sibling,or the person you love..Those people are really special,not because they love you but because you are a significant part of there lives..They are not only there in times of ...

" Love" it's one of those rare topics which makes a person like me at a loss of words.Reading has always been my stress buster but romantic books always make an exception.. I don't know why but I don't understand the concept of love at first sight and even breakup.. I don't understand the instant relationships which people of our generation get into and the instant breakups which follow.. I am not totally skeptical about love,I do believe in love but the kind of love my parents have for each other... I don't know much about love but sometimes maybe it would be nice to have someone who would want to listen to me, someone for whom my opinion would really matter or who would look into my eyes and tell me 'I do care.'.. And the slow walker that I am,someone with whom I would not have to catch up..Someone who's not tired of listening ,who believes in me,my principles,my dreams. To be precise,someone whom I truly respect and who gives me the...