Just me

Maybe I am a misfit in many ways I don't fit into many places(not that i try to!!) and I am too stuck up on things to change myself...!!
Maybe thats why some people think I am proud or that I think highly about myself...But I'll tell you the truth i have no reason to..
I've thought a lot about "things" recently and realized that maybe at some point I am kinda boring..!! 
I'd rather be happy watching squirrels(who i have named, kiri and kathu!) running on my window ledge,and walking through unknown streets, empty fields and shed a tear reading an old novel which touched me and be totally unmoved by reading another...
I try my best to remove any misconception that arise between my friends and don't give a damn to what others think of me... 
I am not on Facebook(at present!!), not much of a shopper, hate partying and I'd rather spend my time in a bookshop with a book...
I write for the love of it be it in my diary or this blog and paint when in the mood...
I am a really practical person but sometimes life stabs you from the back.
And today is one of those days..

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