Wandering scribbler..

Today Riko my best friend,my soul sister has turned 18...!!!! So this post is dedicated to Fiki aka Riko aka Meri Machli(ami aar amar mach ki heroine!)!! I don't know why i just cannot think of anything to write to her which i haven't written in the last 10 years that i know her..All i can say is Happy Birthday Fiki I hope you achieve all you wish for in life because you truly deserve it...Your a wonderful person Fiki I don't know what I'd do without you... I know i am a really messy and obstinate person Fiki but thank you for bearing with me, for understanding me and for sticking by me through all these years... Thank you for being there for me on that day and many such days..And picking up my call every time I called you just to discuss about the various trials in my life and sometimes to just sound sad/worried about all the pathetic things that happened... And a big Thank you for defending me and being the constant support that you are Riko.. And if at all i make som...

I cant believe i am posting this...This isn't even a proper post actually its just that i am feeling really depressed today so wrote whatever came to my mind..Please pardon my bad sense of grammar in Bengali,this is my first attempt at it.. Fire esho na abar tumi shokal er alo jeram fire ashe rater ondhokarer pore.. Ekbaar fire esho tumi abar laagbe du cup cha abar shei table abar cholbe table er kone rakha bondo radio.. Fire esho na tumi roj jeram firte shonibaar shokale ghure eshe.. Fire ashug shei shondhe belaar golpo,shei choto choto kothai jhogra,shei baar baar cha khawa aar golpo politics.. Fire ashug shei brishti'r din gulo aar aam er jonno tomar oi fascination,amar rojkaar notun dushtumi aar khabar niye jhamela,shei bagaaner picnic,aar roj shokaler tomar handshake.... Kintu firche na toh kichui kete gelo du bochor... Tahole ki shob shesh..? Shesh ki shei shondhe belaar golpo aar haath dhore eksathe cake kata aar golpo'r boi niye chorcha,shesh toh shei library'r ...

Happiee Happiee New Year!!! Yes know I'm a little late in saying this but nevertheless....! 2011 has been a really important year for me..Painfully important though but important,in it's own way...It was the year when sometimes time went by too fast and sometimes it stood still as if each moment increased the inner turmoil bit by bit...Just then I realized that this is my life and if this is where I am, I need to do something to make it right..And i can't just waste my time trying to control my life.. This year has brought some massive changes in my life I feel like I've grown up in this one year.. It has also been the year when I dreamt of accomplishing so much but now I feel like I have just wasted time..And i realized that good things don't happen because you wish them to happen you need to put the most into it and strive for that excellence.. I've had the maximum fights with friends in the past year some of them even walked out of my life...That's when ...