Wandering scribbler..

I was chatting with a friend(who always tries to link me up to new people!) and she asked me to describe my Mr Right and how he should be(even though I'd told her i believe Mr Right is a myth but she wouldn't listen..)! I don't know what he should be like i mean,i have NEVER analyzed the Mr Right concept before(maybe because i used to read Tolstoy when my friends started Mills and Boons!).. Anyway, so this is my take on my Mr Right.!   When I stay up late to paint a new picture and when its complete just the way I've wanted it to be and even though I have paint smeared on my hands,face and clothes there's this feeling of serenity and comfort... Talking to you should feel like this.. On the days I feel I've messed up and  almost nothing falls in its place and then you finally finish something you've been struggling on for a long time...And seeing you happy eases me from all the tension that was. Happiness should feel this... On the day...

साथ बैठते थे जब बेफिक्रो से।। छत  के पास हमारे बादलो के अड्डे में,class  कई छुटे  होंगे बादलो की गिनती में।। देखा करते थे सपने कई उस बंद दरवाज़े के पास की खिरकी से, गुज़र गए होंगे बादल कई उन बातो की धारो को लान्गते हुए। जूरी है कई यादें उस खिरकी के टूटे पल्ले से, भेद जाते थे बादल जहा बेतुकी बातो के तारो से।। रंग बिखर जाया करते थे कयी , सपनो भरे उस आसमान पर, जुर्रत भरे परिंदे भरा करते थे उरान जिनपर। साथ चलते चलते हमने कितने ही रंग भिखेरे होंगे।।  बोझल पल्खो से गिरते परते कितने सपनो से जेबे भरी होंगी, कितनी परेशानिया हस्सी में धुन्द्लादी होंगी।। सच ,          साथ चलते चलते कुछ वक़्त होगया अभी ... पर लगता है जैसे कल ही दोस्त बने होंगे। साथ बैठते थे जब बादलो के अड्डे के पास, न कुछ पाने का डर न कुछ खोने  की चिंता बस बादलो का शौक रखने वाले दो दोस्त ,                   आसमानों के नशे में धुत।।। (Sath baithte the jab befikro se.. chat ke pas humare baadalo ke a...

Sometimes The Answer to the Prayer is not that It changes life, but that it changes you.

"  I am not ready..ummm...I mean i don't want to... " Zia said " What are you saying.." "I..I don't want to get married.." "What the fu** Zi,I am on my knees proposing and...And your not ready.." Aditya shouted,getting up from the shiny 5star hotel floor... "No..no Dan..don't misunderstand me...I don't know how to say this but..." "Shit..freaking shit..I can't believe you did this to me..!" He shouted agitated by her behavior.. "Jus..just..don't bother..I am leaving..i don't think i want to get into this.." " 'get into this'..Then why have you dragged me into this..We've been together for 4 years damn it and all this while i thought...  i thought we loved each other so i proposed marriage...but maybe i was wrong.. I am just sick and tired of your mood swings..I just proposed to you to get married to me for Christ' sake, 'a no' wouldn't have hurted...

The world is full of chaos....Infact Ma Durga the various manifestations of whose idol we worship her in Calcutta is also a form of chaos.. A good form of chaos though which signifies the victory of good over evil.. It portrays the battle between Mahishasura a powerful asura who overlooks the possibility that a woman should be able to slay him a nd Ma Durga,the  power behind work of creation, preservation, and destruction of the world who  slays him   carrying with her  10 weapons,riding a ferocious lion... It also signifies forgiveness as b efore dying the Asura worshiped Goddess Durga and Ma granted him a boon that he will be worshiped with her till end of time..So whenever we see Devi durga being worshiped we also see Mahishasura is standing under her feet pierced by the trident at his chest... I know I am too small and ignorant to be preaching about these godly things at present but Ma Durga has always been like this old confidante who i used to sh...

"Just tell me what happened will you?" Jia asked.. "You know na we've been fighting a lot lately about his smoking habit.." Meghna said distressed.. "Look  Meghna its hard to quit smoking at once when you're so addicted..You have to work this out with him,just reason it out with him..I am sure he'll quit eventually.." Jia said looking at her watch,10 minutes were left and the OR would be ready.. "Its not that J its..its just that...." and  Meghna  broke down on the floor crying.. " Is everything alright  Meghna ?  Don't cry.. come on now tell me...Heyyy..! come on now, you can tell me,whats wrong?." Jia said quite shocked by the sudden outburst of her friend.. "Today we were fighting about something again and..and.." Meghna  said sobbing.. "And what  Meghna  come on..tell me.." Jia said concerned... And i screamed at him about his smoking habit and he shouted at me back..and..and he coughed ou...

“ Far away there in the sunshine are my highest aspirations. I may not reach them, but I can look up and see their beauty, believe in them, and try to follow where they lead. ”